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Our journey was extremely exhausted, apa lagi driver kan. left home at 4.30 am.

Reached kk at 2pm straight went to my mum's house to meet her after her holidays at Aust. plus mau tengok apa ole-ole sa dapat heheee!!

Dania got two new clothes and a penguin soft toy. i got a skirt, necklace and frame from my sis Mei and a chocolate and a cupcake book from my mum.

Infront of the kinabalu park. kuat angin.

It is nice to come back home, away from the everyday routine. belum lagi tebalik keningau, maybe today for 2 or 3 days only just to meet hubby's grandma. Dania is so so happy to meet her cousin and aunts, banyak kawan kan, tia pandai takut lagi sudah tu ^^ bestnya juga tengok perangai dia.

We already visit my MIL at hsptl, her condition is weak and doesn't want to eat. quite depressing also to see her situation. she need to fight all the sickness, perlu ada semangat yang kuat.

Right now i am still not in a mood to go jalan-jalan at any mall here in kk. maybe still tired. lagipun teda monneh ni now hehee!! but just now after breakfast at luyang we brought Dania to the two petshop there and she was extremely excited and so loud at the shop. lucu betul. paling excited nampak all the cute dog and the mice sampai x mau kuar kedai bah hehee ^^

One hell of a day

Why?

1. Woke up in the morning at 8am (too early for me!) because suddenly no electricity and last2 c Dania bangun. and ini berterusan until almost 11am !

2. The 'sudden' early morning wake up causing my migraine came visit me today. and it goes on until now. madness!!

3. Since morning until Dania went to sleep just now aduiii... her attitude betul2 menguji kesabaran jugalah. very cranky, want this and that, betebiat betul lah!
(can you imagine i am handling my painful migraine with her attitude plus doing the house chores again?)

4. Hubby didn't come home at the usual time and i was waiting for him since that hour! and it was the longest hour, minute and second waiting for him. he came home at 6pm!!

5. Because i want to wait for him to come home (need to tell him important news) i did not take a nap to ease the migraine (adalah juga for 15mins) but tidur ayam only then Dania woke me up uurghhh.

6. In the afternoon i received a sms from my SIL about my MIL. it goes like this ' boy... minta cuti... p tengok mama di hospital ' ....... i was blank for a moment. how do you react when you received such news? no, i'm not panic at all but i am so so SO scared!! scared until i felt so cold around me and my feet. and my mind kept on thinking all this silly stuff. i'm scared of loosing her. i really love my MIL means alot to me and i can't imagine our life in keningau without her. she's a wonderful women.

all i can think during the whole afternoon is going back to kk tomorrow.... tomorrow...tomorrow!! i am so afraid if we're late or whatever. palis palis manalah tau kan, because my SIL said that mama's condition is not very good already and she's getting weaker! at that time lah after received this sms i waited and waited for hubby to come home to tell him this important news tapi dia balik lambat pula! (belum lagi sa tambah cerita yang malam punya ni aduiiii bikin gila!!!)

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Tell me everything is gonna be just fine...... -_-'

Sa tia mau ulang balik ni hari punya situation, driving me crazy! that's why today is like a hell for me.

Flew away soon

My morning start with a very bliss and high spirit feeling. don't know why. so i baked cause i got some plan.

Butter cheese cake

I love love LOVE this cake! thanks mick for the recipe^^

Kenapa ini kek rendah? because i use half of measurement only from the actual recipe. mau try dulu skit, manatau did not turn out good sayang la bahan2 kan. but it actually turn out so good, so pretty smooth fluffy soft moist cake!!

Then as the evening approaching i began to feel down down down. no mood at all. i have my reason. and all the good feeling that i had for past couple of days macam mau hilang2 sudah -_-'

Don't know lah this how. malas sa mau fikir2! maybe i should slow down, cause i'm beginning to have second thought about it. uuurrghhh!!!

The royal wedding sangat best kan, the bride's beauty is timeless kalah lagi princess Diana oh sa rasa. the wedding gown so beautiful and i saw in one blog mentioned that Martha Stewart said the bride's wedding gown is like a Malaysian/Indonesian wedding gown kebaya. how proud are we to be recognize our the wedding culture from someone who is famous as her? boleh lah kan ^^ but Kate's gown for me macam quite similar to Grace Kelly wed gown paling best lahi tengok their hats in so many style lah hehee. now i know how royals dress up for some special occasion. classic.



Yaaaa sa pun mau taru juga the wedding picture bah hehee!! feel sad jugalah c Prince William married already waahhh mau juga kan hahaaa. c hubby yesterday while we were watching the ceremony on TLC he suddenly asked me, do you ever dream to be married to a prince someday? punya la lucu kan tu soalan. and i answered him, no never. hehee!!

Happy month of May everybody!! hopefully this month WILL be good to me, okay to you too.