Ketawa ketawa

Picture above is a cake, a yam cake. i made with the help of my aunt last sunday.

Pagi-pagi suruh hubby p tamu find some fresh yam for this kek. if use the yam extract only dui manalah sedap kan, teda rasa itu keladi bah. the frosting i used fresh cream and chocolate butter drizzle, i did mix the fresh cream with the yam filling and it taste so good!

While decorating this cake me and my aunt was kinda drooling ouselves coz mati2 kami mau taste ni cake but mana boleh. oh somebody ordered me this cake. so itulah tia bole rasa kan. why is the title ketawa2? because while decorating the cake as an amateur baker like us (konon) kebidaan kami rasa bah hbs no idea kab, so hantam ja la. sambil ketawa kami deco the cake ni. but then after freezing it for awhile seems like the cake looks okay juga. besa lah kan lau style kampung-kampung punya homemade hehee, belum lagi crita itu pembungkus hahaa!!

Anyway i think next week my uncle's bday my aunt want to make this cake again so yayy dapat rasa lah suda nant.

Her favorite past time here, floating the flower.

where is the 'part'?

it has been 1 week since we started to live here in our hometown permanently and as weird as i think myself, i'm kinda feel like there's something missing here. something that made me smile. which ofcourse i have no idea what it is.

I am happy because we're no longer away from our own family and we can save more in our expenses ( i hope ). BUT like i said i feel like there's still an empty part that really makes me feel down. the environment DEFINITELY not like our old home ( its kinda bothering me actually) i know it's crazy for me to feel that way.

Speaking of the old home, i have no idea why i keep on thinking about it lately. i am missing it. but i feel like it keep on lingering in my mind. i definitely miss the environment and the freeness to be in there, yes it is different to be here, now. *sighing*

I miss going outside to eat without thinking back home, which is now the in laws in at home. yes it does sometimes makes you feel guilty when there's somebody at home waiting for you. i am not in a negative way of thinking here, don't get me wrong. the in laws is great. but the freeness was a bit unsteady. you dont get to do the way you want certain things to be, it is irritating sometimes. but i have to hold it back.

Overall i can say that i am not fully happy yet.

FINALLY....

.............. after 8 long crazy years of waiting hubby get to transfer back to our hometown here in keningau!!!

I just knew that it is going to be a good day for us. and that afternoon hubby received calls from the office pasal pemindahan dia tu! pedahal that day we were at the supermarket buying our groceries lgi for the whole week then kena inform in 10 days hubby have to start working already so mostly itu barang we gave to our neighbor.

The packing process was absolutely painful. hahaa why i said so? ada orang mau packing barang tlampau cerewet ala perfectionist! bikin geram ba.