Thursday, June 23

Imagination

The 'crazy storm' just stop. pheewww! lega. i said storm because the wind very very strong (i think never like this happen) and then tia lama the rain started pouring heavily, VERY heavy! seriously bikin takut, pun sa rasa tia penah sampai gini oh. but luckily no thunder or lightning la. i was so scared and sampai c Dania pun takut bah. c hubby pun not around (keja malam).

Apa kaitan tajuk? ^^ bah lau sudah gitu kuat storm kan for sure my imagination pun macam2 lah hehe.

- I was sooo scared that the electricity will out! coz only the two of us at home, mmg bikin takut kn! so cepat2 sa angkat itu emergency light and charge it. and the hp too. last time it happen to me and Dania but luckily it was around 9pm only, still abit early kan. just now the storm started at 11pm something. and jiran seblah pun teda.

- In our house, the ceiling there's this jalan tuk p atas roof bah, and itu penutup is not really sealed well so everytime if there's strong wind it will move and make sound. so i'm scared because of the wind just now so strong kan manatau tercabut pula kan itu penutup and if the lid gone maybe the birds (yang buat sarang dalam roof) might fly inside our house or maybe worst if any of the bird die (coz kena tiup angin kan hehehe) and kena tiup or terjatuh dalam rumah i will DIE! ok maybe ketakutan and kegelian brabis ja la ^^ so everytime the lid making sound i was hoping that nothing will fall down on the floor hehee!

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Hhhmmmm it's like i can hear the macarons is calling me. konon oh kan! maybe i'm being a hypocrite here,because in my previous post i said that my spirit of baking is gone but now here i am talking about macarons? i know. but this is not cake. i was wondering the whole day, do any of the cake supply store sell almond flour?

Sepa penah buat macarons? i heard that this cutesy is so famous in west m'sia and i saw Daphne Iking bake it.

Tuesday, June 21

I think it's gone

Hilang my semangat. eh bukan sebab terkejut, semangat for something that i really love to do, can you guess?

I don't know why i feel this way, i was baking a small portion of cake for my hubby's friend's wife and it didn't turn out well (the way i used to bake it i mean) and because of that semua semangat sa untuk baking hilang ni sa rasa *sigh* its like it flew away from my heart lol! ehemm seriously. And i already prepared some mini size of cakes and muffin for the wife but now i didn't feel to give it to her tomorrow. this is so weird!

right now i just don't care about it. apa pun jadi... jadi lah. okay anne... forget about it. (tia dapat juga)

Tonight c Dania sleep very late than usual (or lebih kurang?) jam 1.30 am baru dia tidur ok -_-' so what we did? we watched Rapunzel (again) and while watching it she keep on asking me something with the word "why" (while pointing to the movie), suddenly she knows how to use that word. habis lah! how to answer her question yang bukan2 next time ahh? mesti lucu kan. just now also i was a bit blur to explain to her what happen to Eugene and the horse or the bad lady. lol!!

Look at her face, like full of wondering wondering of this and that kan. sampai berkerut dahi.
(maciam boy pula dia cni)

I will not surf any baking web from now on. well maybe. huhuhuhuuu!!

Monday, June 20

Lala & Faiz

Okay you can say that i'm the worst cousin ever, no? why? because on the 4th of June my cousin that i'm really close to held their wedding event in Kb and i didn't attend it or should i say not able to attend it coz habis cuti! I am deeply sad ofcourse apalagi lepas the event my family members sibuk upload pictures from the wedding, and after seeing all those pictures i felt like crying and so so sad. she looks so beautiful during her wedding (thanks to MAC) and i just wish i was there that time.



Well what past is past lah kan, what to do -_- Lala (what we called her) said that she'll be coming here this coming weekend, maybe visitng her hubby and she said that she will visit me (tapi minta buat red velvet ahhh -_-) pandai! so cant wait! maybe mau dekat 1 tahun juga oh tidak jumpa dia.

And it is Father's day kan but sadly teda juga yang special ba. we didn't go anywhere, well c hubby la p bazaar with his friend for awhile. i planned konon want to bake 'special' skit cake but i am not feeling well (two days already). since friday i felt like fever coming and tonsil attacking me plus the headache only gos knows how i feel but tahan saja coz my aunt is coming kan so tahan tahan tahan. then yesterday was worst. makan panadol and strepsils and lotsa water didn't help at all. and today my tonsils is getting worst i think coz if telan anything sakit betul sampai telinga bah! maybe i should see the doc but fikir2 nant itu ubat paling2 yang teda2 kena bagi trus kena charge almost rm40! huh.... we'll see tomorrow mcmana...

Anyway (sory ah complain2 pasal sakit sa konon) just now adalah sa p bake muffin juga coz c Dania kept on saying cake cake cake after saw a pretty cake on a web that i surf and tangan sa pun gatal juga masa tu hehehee Dania ate 1 cup saja nda lama lepas tu tidur c kawan.


One thing that i love muffin is because it wont flatten out whereas cupcake sekejap ja nah flat suda! ^^ why ah?