This whole shit thing

i'm here back again and it drives me crazy!

i hate to be here.

i really having a depression like hell!

i can't even do anything single thing right now.

my mind is so in mess.

i don't know if i can handle all this right now.

i nearly faint just now.

i've been crying since yesterday.

i am feeling homesick.

all i can do is just pray to god all the time.

i'll post about my holiday next time.

Random

My washing machine is broke.
well not overall broke but everytime i soak my clothes and if i forgot to put up the hose the water will come out by itself!
so it irritate me to put up and put down the hose. don't know lah what's wrong with it.

ney is out again servicing the car, left me alone her again! seems like this week i been left alone quite a few times already! if its not about the car, its about his friends. sometimes i'm so angry at him.

i can't upload any photo! either this blogger something wrong or my camera! please.. not my camera.
what's more interesting? ney told me that his off had been reduced to 7days only! so mad so sad!
huh.....

edit/

looks like my camera is the problem! damn.

My head is spinning

Know what happen last night? i scanned my laptop system and there's 100 + detection been made! damn... all because of ney. he go and asked his friend to fill up the pen-drive and then he view the content in my laptop then every 1minit there's beep sound of virus! so pissed me.
so after we scanned my laptop system then ney go and put the pen-drive again! and there's the beep AGAIN!!
huh... i give up and i go to sleep.

so this morning while watching tv, ney calling me so loud from our room. so when i get there, guess what? the room is flooded with water from the bathroom! why? because he forgot about the washing machine! he let the water from the pipe run and he forgot about it. uurrghh...!!! i'm so mad at that time. and ney also start to panic. i hate when he's attitude like that! then there's argument coz i didn't dry the mattress and all.
from now on i don't want him to wash our clothes anymore. i'll handle the laundry.

please, i hope no more argument.



edit/

ohh and ney said there's another anti-virus programe better than Avira. is it??
he know about this from his friend, but i don't trust his friend. haha. anyway i still want to know.
but i'm lazy to google about it.

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This cruel world!!

emosional.

yes i'm moody.
why? something that happened again and again and i'm sick of it already!

why can't all of this stop?? and just let it go?

i am so so so pissed about this.

*sigh*

12 days to go. ohh please let the days past quickly...




i saw this colour lens that this girl wore same like sheila wore last time and it's so look pretty on her, now i can't decide which colour i want to buy coz before this i planned to buy the black colour.

ohh..i feel so lonely right now! damn..does this mean that i had this guilty feeling already for acting like this?