Don't know what else should i do

this tension between us

is all because of you
i'm not joking when i say something especially when i'm mad
i am dead serious
do you even care to put it on your mind and heart?
do you?
i am very disappointed on you
no words can describe how i felt
not a word will come out from me to you again
can't you just admit it?
can't you just tell the truth?
all the excuses you gave is unreasonable!
i am sick of this now
is all up to you to make this matter straight

this is what my heart have to say.

i am thinking about applying credit card. is it a wise decision? i need to think first the bad and good thing about having this easy-way-to-buy-anything-i-want card.....