Guilty Not Pleasure : Crave

I was mad at him. i stood infront of the door watched him running down the stairs. i was shivering and my heart asked me to just shout out all the anger but i'm trying so hard to hold it down.

I throw my handphone because i couldn't sms or call him. i feel blank. so i went to my lappie straight away. surfing and surfing nonsense stuff then there's a loud knock on my door. i was so shocked. so i ran towards the door and open it wondering who the hell is it!

Then he hand me a plastic of food. he looks like gonna lose his breath coz running up the stairs just to give me my dinner. i'm sooo speechless. that's when the guilty feeling aroused so badly.
I am sorry ney. truly madly deeply sorry. stupid of me for being mad to some stupid stuff.

I'M SORRY....

hopefully tomorrow & the future will be a better day for us

Ohh how i miss Margaritas!! 34 days to go. will i wait for it? hope so.

I can't help myself

To have this is what i want right now infront of me!! i crave for it. i need it. i want a bite of it and melt in my mouth.
Wah.....! so deep huh my words? what am i talking about?

MOIST CHOCOLATE CAKE

my mind is goin crazy thinking about this mouthwatery melt in my mouth.

hahahaa.....

so this afternoon my sister Mei called me and talked about her pants and she want be to bring it back to kk. coz we like switched our pants. so she had mine and i had hers. so now she want her pants back and the one with her i can't wear anymore coz i lose weight ok. ok forget it, so after talking i asked her to tell my mum to make me blueberry chill cheesecake!! my mum makes the best cheesecake ever!

yes i crave for that delicious thing too! i demand to have it now. hahaa...

look at this, how can u say NO to this if it's infront of you?

i wanna faint. i can finish the whole thing! hahaa...

ohh and the chocolate thing i asked my aunt to bake them.

 please you guys......bake for me.......