Sunday morning

Went to water world. it was hot but not very very hot. first thing in my mind i thought that this place not so many people go there because the entry fee is expensive and it's abit boring the equipment there but all my thoughts are wrong! when we arrived there, there's soo many peolpe and the fee they reduced to rm10 only. very tired coz i naik the slide again and again then when i reached home then terus pengsan on bed try to get some sleep back.











I'm very lazy to put caption hehee. overall i had fun, we all had fun! yayyy!!

Today i'm very happy happy happy!!! *wink*

I'm not satisfied with this layout because the right click were disabled!!

grateful

If only we here are celebrating thanksgiving right before christmas like the orang putih (^.^) maybe my list will be long enough to thanks to anybody.

But eventhough i'm not celebrating all this thanksgiving stuff, here and today i would like to say a BIG thank you to this two people :

- my uncle RL
- Stephenny

Steph you're the best friend ever. Always be there when i need help or just anything. whether i'm whining or crying or bitching or facing any problem or anything you'll always there to help me no matter what. i owe you. and i love you as one my best friend.

* just so you know that i don't know today is a thanksgiving day or what is just that i want to be grateful and be thankful for somebody that willing to help which is most people only do it on thanksgiving.

Thank you!!

* i miss Bebe. 3 days to go starting tomorrow!


* Does anybody know what is the date for next year Chinese New Year??

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well miranda and orlando not officially engaged actually. Bummer!

Guilty Not Pleasure : Crave

I was mad at him. i stood infront of the door watched him running down the stairs. i was shivering and my heart asked me to just shout out all the anger but i'm trying so hard to hold it down.

I throw my handphone because i couldn't sms or call him. i feel blank. so i went to my lappie straight away. surfing and surfing nonsense stuff then there's a loud knock on my door. i was so shocked. so i ran towards the door and open it wondering who the hell is it!

Then he hand me a plastic of food. he looks like gonna lose his breath coz running up the stairs just to give me my dinner. i'm sooo speechless. that's when the guilty feeling aroused so badly.
I am sorry ney. truly madly deeply sorry. stupid of me for being mad to some stupid stuff.

I'M SORRY....

hopefully tomorrow & the future will be a better day for us

Ohh how i miss Margaritas!! 34 days to go. will i wait for it? hope so.

Randomness

Yahoo Horoscope : Leo

It's hard to figure out what to do next -- there are so many options to choose from! Try not to worry about it too much, because things should be a lot clearer for you in a few more days.

I'm a bit relief after reading it. not that i trust in horoscope and all, im not that superticious. BUT sometimes there's a truth behind every single words of it. 

Hopefully i'll come true. because i'm so tired being in this sitation already. it sucks!

I YMed with my cousin just now and found out that my mum is sick! can you believe them?not telling or inform me anything!! what a family is that...

My cousin told me that my mum's gastrik got bacteris infection which can lead to a cancer!! i mean this is serious right so why wont they tell me earlier?why wont meibelle (my sis) tell me this afternoon when i smsed her which she didn't reply! im so mad and so sad.

Yes im very worry about my mum's health nowadays. *sigh*

What catch me in E!News these days.....Angelina Jolie! yes, after giving birth to twins i see that she's getting more prettier. last time i don't think that she is, because i'm a fan to Jennifer Aniston. figure out why.

she's gorgeous!

And what makes me wonder wtf they like this thing so much especially teens? im talking about High School Musical 3 lah. In my opinion the actor and actress are soooo lame especially Vanessa Hudgens, she can't even sing uurgh! seeing her acting all manja and romantic with Zac Efron makes me wanna puke! including the story of the movie, so lame!i rather see Scary Movie or any stupid movie than watching HSM. so i don't see any point of liking this movie nor the actresess.

 GFYS!

I don't care !

Screw all of you who staying here

i don't give a damn about what you'll think

i don't give a damn what you'll say

i don't give a damn what you'll gonna do

go and get a life for yourself 

and stop fucking care about other people's life will you!

i'll do what i want and whenever i want

i'll get whatever i want

i don't give a shit what you'll say anymore

i'm not being selfish but this is all i asked for

all this while

if those loser's opinion is more important 

then maybe i'll better leave

because your fucking opinion including the people here

is just a stupid stupid unreliable to me !

p/s : every person have their own rights to do or to have whatever they want. that is including me!!

okay at least there's one thing make me laugh just now. this girl viewed my blog so view hers too and there's one of her post she posted her picture and the caption said "omg i look like Dawn Yang here" ---->OMFG! seriously is a joke for me! i don't know if she even realise the BIG different about her face and Dawn's face! go get a mirror will you?

How much cuter she can be !

Super super excited me!!
okay i've mention about how i go and email email strangers about their dog because im looking for a puppy right and i received quite a few email from them. saying that my price is to low la.....the puppy is sold la...and the list goes on.
But last night i received this email from a maltese owner and he want to give his puppy a new home (like adoption lah) and he wants me to have his puppy and it's a female one!

 

So cute, so adorable she can be. plus she's a maltese and this kind of breed most people go and sell like 1k plus. all those people are sooo greedy one! but i can have this maltese for free! well i have to pay for the international shipping actually coz she's from singapore.

hhhmmm..... but why there's still this doubt feeling inside of me about having this puppy?

This whole shit thing 2

my mind non-stop thinking about tomorrow or the future.

and there's always the 'if only' words about tomorrow and the future.

what about today? i don't even care.

will i get over this situation? will i?

i don't think i can.

*sigh*

( -_-, )

it flew away from me
fade away from me
tears is out from me
without any reason by any means
why it have to be like this
why is it always be me
why there's no chance at all for me
its gone
far away from me
nonetheless i have to gave up
throughout my life
just for the sake of us

*sigh*

Try to be positive

Guess what? i'm very rajin today to do chores hee. i sweep the floor, boil water, soak my shoes and etc.
i realize that i've been procrastinating so long already and it's i do some house work. and i'm so glad that i did. my head is in mess right now so doing house work make me forget my problem for awhile. and i'm trying so hard to be positive throughout this days and there's nobody for me to talk to about this.

anyway i loveeee AMAZING RACE ASIA!! i always dream that i was able to follow the competition haha. such a dreamer. so last night Pailin & Natalie from Thailand is out!



actually i didn't expect them to be eliminated this week but sadly they are. all because of Natalie (the right girl). because Pailin want to win so much but her partner already give up while doing the activity. so stupid!
and Natalie is a complainer too. she complained about being dirty, being in the hot sun, being in the bus for 24 hours and there's so many complained she made. she said again that she didn't sign up for TARA for all of the tiredness and dirtyness. and i feel so bad for Pailin coz she have to go through all of Natalie princessy attitude.

if only i can shout at Natalie's face and say "you are so stupid to realize that in TARA have to go through all this. didn't you watch the last season! bitch!"

okay this is the team that i really want them to get eliminate :

i don't hate tisha but her boyfriend geoff!
he is the biggest jerk ever and so selfish to death!

and this is the team that i really want them to win :

yes! support malaysian team!
hehe.

now there's no letrik and my lappie's battery almost out.

Gone

Have you ever feel like you were no longer that good in picture? even taking photos? yeah... that's me.
when i found my camera yesterday i tried take myself photo (which everybody does that too ok) and i snap and snap and snap but all is ugly! yes ugly! what's wrong with me... last time when i still in kk me and my friends and my cousin used to camwhore together and everything is ok and fun, but now since i moved here i no longer take photo. and when in that long period of time 'holiday' from camwhore then one day you try do it again, everything photos seem sucks.

*sigh*

Last night after washing my face i want to take out my contact lens from my eyes because i felt the dryness on it already. so after taking off the right side, i tried to take off the left side and its so hard coz it stuck on my eye so hard *laugh* it hurt ok. so i force to pull it out then what i manage to pull out is just small piece of the lens! wtf??!! it's TORN all because of my nail!!
then i try to put the torn lens back on my eye to see if it still ok, and it hurt so badly! great! so now i have to wear my glasses all the time and wait till i back in kk to get my new lens. so stupid.

Missing & Disapointment

Last night i was watching Xia Xue's guide to life video about photoshop and she's teaching how she edit most of her picture on her blog. so after watching i want to try to edit my picture but i don't have photoshop yet, so i downloaded it on the internet.
so as i was editing this and that following xia xue way and at the end when i'm finish which the picture looks very2 nice compare to the original so i want to save the picture but it can't be save! so i'm confused lah! then i try click other button or whatever which have the 'save' word and a small window pop up saying that "photoshop tryout version cannot be save"
what???
i'm so frustrated. so disapointed! i stayed up last night till 3 am for it!
stupid photoshop! huh!
so now i really really want to install it!

Guess what i found? my camera and its charger! been months it gone but now i found it back.
so i was thing about my things that've been missing from me, there's alot! yeah...



1. tweezer (missing twice!)
2. short pants
3. eye lash curler
4. pictures that i laminated since last year!
5. diamond earing! (my mum gonna kill me)
6. my panties (hahahaha)
7. hair clip (so many time already!!)
8. i'm still thinking what else....................i know there's still many.

i guess i'm very clumsy for putting my things here and there. hate it. ney always told me that i don't know how to keep my things in one place properly.
i think i need to organize back my things. and i need boxes or organizer or whatever.
i need a cabinet or a drawer!