unbelieveable

Today i don't really have any mood. and ney keep on disturb me. so annoying. just now i am so mad because i'm so hungry and ney, he's a very lazy ass!!

Plus this afternoon i tested on him if he remember any of the important date for us to celebrate in both of our lives. Guess what? he TOTALLY forgot about it! wtf??!

not any single date! so ask me how am i suppose to act? i am soo pissed!!

Ohh i don't even want to remember about this. but i am blogging about it here for me to remind or ask him once again in the future. i'll kill him if he forget again.

So since i have no mood to do anything i am off to watch tv this whole night. gonna watch Pirates of the carribbien (did i spell it right?correct me) later on tv3.

Nowadays :
- i love the word excruciating. i don't know why. maybe i love to listen if people say it.
- i'm thinking about changing my layout again.
- my smelling sense can't stop catching the olive oil scent. i don't know why. its like the scent is all around me. weird.

Okay that's all for now.


Toodles !!

Eyes

What about it?

Well my eyes feel like swollen but not the bad one. i felt that my eyes is too tired because maybe i'm sitting of my lappie too long. or the tv, i'm not sure. i felt my eyes is abit painful and distract whenever there's a sunlight. well overall i'm not sure what's wrong.

Maybe my eyes begin to be sensitive to bright light or whatever.

I just solved my laptop problem a few mins ago. my desktop's program / the entire of my lappie's program suddenly didn't show up on my desktop as usual. except for the task manager. LUCKILY!! fuhh.
So because of that i have to face this laptop's bright screen for almost 4 hours!! while sms with my uncle to help me with this stupid problem.


Yupp that's the view of my laptop just now. Totally blank.

Now my poor eyes feel very tired. i'm sleepy from the afternoon again this but i tahan only because i'm scared at night i wont be able to sleep because ney is not here with me to accompany me. huh.

OMG. i totally forgot to wish ney a very very HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY ----> 23rd Jan !! and u're getting old already haha!!

problem

Do Maybank very convenience you think? i don't think so. why?

Because just now ney tried to withdraw some money from the ATM but they kicked it out. even other bank did that!! why? So i guess he have to renew his card or whatever. so i thought "ohh well we just handle the card here in kk maybank" but then my uncle said that it cannot be done just like that!! wtf??!!
We have to renew it at tawau also, the place where ney applied for the card. i am so mad. why does it have to be this way???

It should be like this : Maybank all over Sabah should have services where if people have any problem with their card and they want to renew it or whatever, then people can go to any maybank (the one where they didn't applied their card) and just go handle it. incase of emergency (like me) and you were out of maybank where you applied it then the service like that will be totally very easy and convenience for people lohh!!

Now we have to withdraw money using the maybank book!! leceh sangat!! plus again maybank was always busy and tons of people go there, alalalaaa!!

Enough 'bout that.

Ney is coming tomorrow. i have alot of stuff to talk to him seriously. i mean it.

We'll be going back to keningau again maybe on wednesday so i will not be able to update anything while i'm at keningau. and i don't know for how long i'll be there. *sad sad*

Guilty Not Pleasure : Crave

I was mad at him. i stood infront of the door watched him running down the stairs. i was shivering and my heart asked me to just shout out all the anger but i'm trying so hard to hold it down.

I throw my handphone because i couldn't sms or call him. i feel blank. so i went to my lappie straight away. surfing and surfing nonsense stuff then there's a loud knock on my door. i was so shocked. so i ran towards the door and open it wondering who the hell is it!

Then he hand me a plastic of food. he looks like gonna lose his breath coz running up the stairs just to give me my dinner. i'm sooo speechless. that's when the guilty feeling aroused so badly.
I am sorry ney. truly madly deeply sorry. stupid of me for being mad to some stupid stuff.

I'M SORRY....

hopefully tomorrow & the future will be a better day for us

Ohh how i miss Margaritas!! 34 days to go. will i wait for it? hope so.

Ohh Happy Me

Finally i'm very very rajin to edit my blog layout !
i chose this layout because its vintage style and all this while i've been searching a vintage layout and so last night i found one!!
 
I work hard on my blog's content - i mean the left side bar until my
legs and my back got a lil' cramped plus the coldness outside my balcony. The result? really make me smile (^o^) teeheee.......yeah i know i did not edit my layout in a very perfecto way but at least its still okay and looks okay.  

 

p/s : i've been hiding ney's cigarette this past few days and since last night ney is acting like a sick person (not the bad sick) i mean like having a fever. so i thought maybe this is the effect for not puffing any cigarette for hours in one day. i don't care coz that'll teach him a lesson!