Thursday, September 15

Mind game?

The past few days my head sangat serabut and busy thinking about our previous home in tawau, badminton and ofcourse c kecil punya bday plan -_-

hhhmmm yg badminton tu actually sa rindu mau beraksi d gelangang bah hehee (macam campen ja kan), maybe 2weeks already i didn't play and sa rasa sangat lemas! i need to play, to do some movement. so that's why this past few days sa langsung teda semangat.

about Dania bday pla (again....kamu cakap ni kan hehe) its ok, what i wanna say here is should we have the party or not? why? because recently my MIL is admitted to the hospital again due to her previous sickness datang balik so macam sa dua hati juga to have the party. what do you guys think?? or just make Dania blow the candle cukup? hhhmmmm......

so okay i admit that i am so the very homesick with our old home (because i use to hate to be there). and my mind just can't stop thinking about all the memory that we had there!!! i love all of them. and i miss it so damn much! if only it is near from here then we can go back and forth anytime we want kan -_-'
i do feel sad that we have to leave everything there eventhough i love staying here in my hometown. right now i do wish that doraemon do exist and i can call him anytime i want to get that pintu suka hati hahahaa!! seriously i am sooooooo home sick.

to be honest i can't really call 'home' to the house that we currently staying right now and i just don't know why. don't judge me ^^ the most important reason for me to miss that house is because that's the place where Dania grew up since she's 1month old! and all the memory that both of us share is just too precious for us to leave! i'm just so sure that Dania also is missing the house if she saw it, she'll be running around the house playing with her toys if we were there (just like what she used to do everytime we're back from our holiday) *sob sob*


i feel like crying right now.

4 comments:

Isabel said...

sy fhm jg tu bila tmpt kita stay skg we can't call home. sy yg stay ngn fmly sndiri pun kdg2 klo tension pndai fkir bgitu jg. sabar ja la..

sorry bout ur MIL. mmg rasa berat jg mau buat party klo ada org rumah yg sakit d hosp kan..x pa ba jg tu klo x dpat buat, ckup ada kek n blow candle ok la tu.

Hope everything is fine with u soon!:)

AnnieMing said...

You guys already get used living at your house in Tawau bah kan. Si Dania sekarang pun berapa sudah tahun.. Mesti pandai rindu juga tu one day. Sabar ja lah.. Kalau ada masa, apa salahnya kamu lawat2 rumah kamu sana, stay a few days lagi ;-)

About your Dania's upcoming birthday, since your MIL is admitted to the hosp, I think the best is to ask your family's opinion. Go for the majority.. Kalau durang bilang okey just go on with the party, buat ja. Tapi kalau durang rasa inda patut, buat kecil2 ja.. Asal si Dania dapat blow candles, dapat hadiah, think should be okey. Gembira sudah tu dia kalau ada urang kasi nyanyi dia Happy Birthday..

Nanak said...

sy se7 sama Annieming...yg ptg dpt kasi happy2 Dania..:)..harap MIL ko cepat sembuh..

Anne B. said...

hi girls...

thanks for every single advise from you guys :) really lit up my spirit...