Thursday, May 28

1 week holiday

I'm going back to keningau tomorrow with my uncle.
I need to go somewhere to relax more or maybe i feel that i wanna change my current environment for awhile.
It might be boring coz there's no laptop there for me to connect to internet.
It might be less food for me to eat anytime like im here.
Wahhh.... terpaksa i tahan only ni later.
Hopefully my aunt from sikuati will go back to keningau too this sunday so it will be less boring for us there.

I really feel soo heavy this time. The baby really getting big or maybe heavier.
Susah sikit for me to move around.
I am thinking about a name already for her. But just in case it was HIM then i have to spare a boy's name too right? 
Thinking or searching for baby boy's name is soo hard than i thought.
So if you guys have any idea for a nice boy's name let me know hehe.

I have a problem now.
Seriously i have no idea at all how to solve this problem.
Its really bugging me so bad, sometimes i wanna cry about it but i have to show ney that i am strong to face this problem so that he also will stay strong like me.

God i really need you this time.


Tuesday, May 26

Nothing important

Last night so so so tired!! Like i can't move or do anything anymore. All because i kinda did too much walking.

Since sunday i went to parkson with my aunt to find some baby's stuff. I did buy some and stuff now is expensive!! we were there for almost 2 and half hours (blame me) then i really want to eat oreo mcflurry so since the mcD at wawasan was out of ice we have to drive to centre point to get it. My aunt park the car outside the cp only so i have to walk into cp just to get the mcflurry! gila penat btl!! After that when we go home to my aunt house i forgot my hp upstairs of her house so again i have to walk up the stairs one more time!!!! kesian btl my feet ohhhh. sudah now i felt heavier than before, every movement abit hard for me to do it again and again.

Then yesterday we were making pudding for the gathering at my mum's house so there's alot of movement going on. i have to drive to btc for a couple of times also because we kekurangan some ingredients. *sigh* very very tiring. at night during the gathering i was sooo hungry so i just go and eat anything i want because all the food giving me sooo much temptation that i can't resist hehehe plus again the dessert!! so after i eat this and that my tummy was very very kencang!!! like i can't even move anymore. so eating too much also make me feel tired haha.

Today again went to clinic (yes i went also bah) for the weight monitoring again, with the heat which making me crazy and sweat all day and the tiredness still in me.....*sigh* susah betul this life hahaa.

weight : 41.5 kg oklah.... almost 42kg already.

pregnancy : 22 weeks

me : easily sweat and feel hot this days. my aunt said this is only the beginning. later on the third trimester will getting hotter.

my mind : scared. scared if the gender will change.

current photo : (mau juga kan *wink*)

last night during gathering. see my tired face?? huh.

Saturday, May 23

100 post!!! did you notice??

Women who is pregnant of baby boy their baby bump seems different than a women who pregnant baby girl.

If they having a baby girl their bump seems "lebih menonjol" towards the front, and if they having a baby boy their bump not soo towards the front, macam lebih mendatar abit lah.

For example of some celebrities:

 Denise Richard pregnant with either Lola or Sam

Jessica Alba pregnant with her first daughter.

Katie Holmes pregnant with her first daughter as well.

And Nicole Richie pregnant with her daughter Harlow.

Where as Christina pregnant with her first son.

Gwen Stefani pregnant with either Kingston or Zuma.

And finally Ashlee Simpson pregnant with her first son.

Did you notice the different of their belly?
i do.

How about my baby bump? 
Right now i'm only 5months plus so the bump not so big yet. but the bump abit towards the front for me. plus the doctor said that it's a 90% girl for me.

I decide not to go to the clinic every week starting from next week because i'm too lazy. Just for the weight monitoring really seriously buang masa. i wanna see if the stuff nurse st the clinic will call me about it or not.

Tuesday, May 19


Pregnancy : 21 weeks

Placenta : 19cm +

Weight : 41 kg (still consider abit overweight, suppose to gain only 0.5kg - madness)

Baby : Very active moving all around

Me : Really really loves to eat !!

Need : Start shop some of baby's item.

My mind : Very confuse on planning my holidays. all because of the review2 stuff to the clinic.          Gah!! 

Monday, May 18

Saturday, May 16

MikeyBelle's wedd photos

On the 9th of May 2009

Myra (youngest sister) is the bride's maid paired up with the bestman Joel.

The Mr & mrs Gregory with my cousins zz, sheila and elly.

Me with lala and elly.

The groom giving some speech.

The guest's favours.

Cutting cake part.

Sorry because most of the pictures seems blur and not very clear. It is because of the lighting during the event is not that bright. Most of this picture i upload from my cousin's camera, my camera is with ney.

Thursday, May 14

Halfway to go !!!

I am officially 5 Months pregnant !!
But still my tummy not that big, nevermind as long as the baby is healthy.
Cepat pula masa berlalu... now there's only 4 months left for me for my pregnancy.
So excited !!

Ney visited me the other day and for mei's wedding but only for 5 days so now he already went back.
Here he is with little Princess who is getting abit fatter than before. Much more cuter and he really loves her.

We also went to Damai Specialist to get me checked up in every detail about my pregnancy and we get to keep the baby's picture.


The doctor tried so hard to get the baby's feature but it susah coz there's so much movement that's why this picture clearly showing the skul, but if see the original picture can see the shape of its chubby cheek.
And she's facing right towards front of the scanner. 
Getting to know the sex of the baby also was a hard part actually. The doctor took long moment just to know what's the sex because the baby's position always changing until i also have to move abit to the left and to the right. funny.
The doctor said that 90% its a GIRL !!! because rata only, there's no timbul timbul *wink* hahaa

We are sooo happy !!
Hopefully the 10% will be finally definitely a girl.

We also saw her yawning inside the womb, we saw all her movement and we also saw her covering her genital part with her hand *wink* 
maybe she still don't want us to know kan.
The doctor said everything about the baby is normal, fine and healthy.
OOhh and she's very active in there.

I will post some of Mei's wedding reception photos later.

Thursday, May 7

I am not me

The homone made me a different anne.
Before this any problems or whatever people said negative stuff i am strong enough to handle the situation. 
But now...

NOT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm very sensitive about that!
I cried about this.
I cannot tahan already like this everyday!!

Don't this person have any brain before she talk about you!!!
Don't this person have any feelings or reminder about herself!!!!
Don't she realized anything that she'd just said!!!!!
Damn betul ohh this person.
Never appreciate what people have done for her.

I am sooooo confused right now.
I don't know what else to do or say anymore.

The reason i am still here :
The tiny thing inside my womb which growing everyday and the movement 
are getting harder everyday.

Tuesday, May 5


Went to clinic for weight monitoring :

- Current weight according to the clinic's scales i was 39kg but according at home's scales i am 41kg. Bingung juga but i think clinic's one is the right one.

- I don't really like the clinic today. It was sooo packed with people especially new born baby. And the smell was so not good.

- Current blood preassure 100/60. Before this was 110/70. I don't know which one is the best.

I already listed down some baby's stuff for me and ney to buy. Hopefully its not too early. I think depends on ourselves decision. Hehehee..i just an't wait actually to buy it.

Why when we always nice to that person but one day he/she simply act annoying to you then another day he/she will act very nice to you. But mostly you the one will start the nice thing then only he/she will e okay to you???? I REALLY REALLY HATE THAT KIND OF PERSON.

Am i allowed to hate anything during pregnancy? is it okay?

Saturday, May 2

coming to 19weeks

What's up with me?

- I don't know why this couple of days i felt like it's hard for me to breath as normal as it is. Maybe i've heartburn like normal preggers do but its been days so weird juga kan... Don't know what should i do. Or maybe i am full with food because for the past two weeks my "goin to loo time" seems like not normal. Always skip like 3days.
Worried if i have breathing problem or if my asthma goin to visit me back soon (palis2).

- My hair and nail seems to grow alot faster than usual. It's good actually but on my belly is sooo not good. Before i get pregnant there's only fine hair growing but now tambah ketara already and i don't like it!

- Not only my foot easily feel tired and hurt, now my betis also! looks like the pregnancy pain- on-body starting to occur on me. I'm easily feel very2 tired this days too, even if i just stay and sit at home. So weird.

- I realized that i'm walking real slow already at this stage!! and i hate it so much. i can't even run abit fast. I felt that my body & my stomach was heavy. huh.....

Ney is coming next friday. so excited.

I'm still curious about my baby's gender!! I hope when we do scanning next week can know already because i can't wait to buy stuff for her/him, hee but if the baby in the best position to see lah. My instinct always says that its goin to be a girl. even ney wanted a girl. does mother instinct always right?