Who you are back then...

I just wanna say that my christmas weekend kinda suck, so i hope your christmas would be a blast.

Anyway as my title said above, yes i am referring to a person. and not to forget a reminder for myself too. i will call this 'person' Nicole, easier for me to tell the story here.

Way back then Nicole is a very simple, innocent, bubbly and humble girl. the day i got to know her better i think she was only 12 years old. one personality that i really like about her too she's someone that you can ask for help, just anything and she'll do it without any complaint or disagreement.

When she was 13 years old her parents sent her to a highschool at her hometown. so Nicole have to live with her grandma, her uncle and her uncle's fiance. maybe for a better environment for her. so there, at Nicole's relative's house she's still the same girl except one thing that her grandma really get annoyed with her, she's not really a neat-person. her stuff will be everywhere, especially on her room's floor. messy girl they called her. Nicole's grandma have to remind her again and again to do this and that so she can maybe change her attitude but it does not work well at all. but for me it's ok because its a teenagers thing for being that kind of attitude.

For almost 3 years she stayed there with them, she's kinda a little miss sunshine to them. everybody likes to be with her. she's still with her 'then' attitude, which is good and people like it. so as she grew up becoming a much 'older' teenager perhaps, she moved back to where she belong, a place before Nicole moved to her hometown. i have no idea why she decided to move to other school, i think it is because a pressure by her cousin and her aunt.

Studying at new school requires Nicole to ride public transport from her house. so because of that her aunt willingly agreed to sent and fetch her at school but Nicole need to stay at her aunt house so that its easier for her aunt situation. Nicole's aunt is living a luxurious life with her small children, so by staying there made Nicole's other relatives thought that it was a good idea.

For a few years she was in an okay position. she's still a funny girl that probably you wanna drag her with you all the time. anything that you ask her to help you or just anything, you can count on her. until the day come which is she's gonna finish her study at her school... meaning that she's graduating from highschool.

So Nicole been living with her rich aunt for a few years already, and its good that she get to enjoy all the luxurious from her aunt. Now that she's 18 years old, they've been going to church regularly and study the bible regularly, hanging out with this church people almost everyday which really totally made Nicole a different girl besides all the luxurious life she had. What changes?

Well she's not the Nicole that used to be back then. it's getting harder to talk to her now because she now know how to talk back to you, she don't accept any upbuilding comment for her, she's become such a lazy girl and its hard for you to ask for help from her, she will say no if she don't wanna do it with a loud annoying voice, she will just talk to you anything that she wants without thinking what other people would feel, she will say unkind word about other people that she don't like, she's a closed minded person, always look down on others.... well overall she's a spoil brat.

But nobody ever tell her that! not even her aunt wanna tell her, her aunt was well aware about Nicole's attitude but she just let her be that way. so there you go a spoil brat is born.

If only i could tell on her face how stupid her attitude is. well one day. maybe next year. because i think she should know.