Even though it's hard for me to talk or think about it coz it kinda bring the guilty out of me but i have to coz this is one of the phase i think that every kids will go through...wahh..hehe...
Okay the first time she fell was last year when she was just 2months plus. i know...still small and very fragile hehee. it was late in the evening and i put her down on our sofa, that time she can't roll her body yet, she just can move her body to the side abit but before i left her i felt like IF only she'll roll kan so i put a mattress on the floor just so u know if she fell there's soft area to land. then i went to my room to get her clothes suddenly i heard a loud cry from Dania, i ran back to see her and there she was laying down on the mattress crying. poor baby! i was so scared that time coz she's still very very small. so there was ney nag nag at me about it the whole night!huh..
The second time she fell was this year when she just 4month plus at my sister in law house. it was at 2 am or 3am she woke up and crying, that time i have no idea what she want! so put her on the bed coz i wanna change her diaper. so while i was searching for her diaper and cream suddenly she fell right beside me from the bed. luckily i was near to the bed so she landed on my hand. my heart macam mau putus that time!
Then the third time is the worst one! and that was today! (6month) yupp just now she's in her walker and she was playing near the fridge so i thought she'll be okay, so i left her there for a while and i went to the toilet to get ready her bath stuff. then again i heard her crying so loud this time! i ran quickly to get her and there she fell on the floor of our kitchen together with her stupid walker. Her face on the right side landed on the floor! omg...that time undescribe'able already my feeling hehee...i was so panic coz she was crying and crying in pain. i saw her right side cheek red already and now lebam lah..pa lagi. uurgghhh i was so mad at myself right now! i don't know if i going to put her again in her walker. my poor baby...
right now i am thinking how am i suppose to tell her father?!! he'll go crazy.
Dania...forgive mummy for whatever happened to you k... i love u.
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