i'm here back again and it drives me crazy!
i hate to be here.
i really having a depression like hell!
i can't even do anything single thing right now.
my mind is so in mess.
i don't know if i can handle all this right now.
i nearly faint just now.
i've been crying since yesterday.
i am feeling homesick.
all i can do is just pray to god all the time.
i'll post about my holiday next time.